Songtexte
Verse 1]
God, I woke up heavy again,
Dreams fell like rain, and I’m soaked in them.
I tried to pray, but words just froze,
How do You love a heart that knows
It’s cracked, unclean, and scared to shine?
You said I’m Yours—still, am I fine?
They said Your ways are higher than mine,
But I’m too low to read the signs.
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[Pre-Chorus]
If pain’s the choir You let sing,
Then let me hum beneath its sting.
I’ll take the cross, I’ll bear the scar,
But tell me, Lord, how far… how far?
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[Chorus]
If You’re still here, don’t stay quiet—
My soul is a riot,
And I need Your peace to drown it out.
If You’re still near, please remind me—
This storm won’t define me,
Just whisper through my fear somehow.
’Cause I’m bleeding faith and losing ground,
But if You’re still here… I’m found.
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[Verse 2]
You built the world from dust and word,
Yet sometimes You just let it burn.
Did You weep when You saw the flood?
Do You still ache when we draw blood?
You healed the blind with sacred clay,
But I’m still blind in other ways.
You fed the crowd, broke bread and fish—
Lord, feed my doubt with hope I miss.
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[Bridge – slow & trembling]
I’ve lied, I’ve begged, I’ve cursed Your name,
But somehow You still call me sane.
If this is love, it hurts so pure,
It breaks me down to make me sure.
Maybe faith’s not seeing light,
But learning to sing inside the night.
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[Final Chorus]
If You’re still here, don’t hide Your face,
I’m crawling slow, I need Your grace.
If I must drown to reach Your shore,
Then pull me deep, I’m Yours once more.
The pain, the tears, the holy ache—
It’s all for You, for heaven’s sake.
And if I never hear You clear,
At least I’ll know…
You’re still here.
---
[Outro – whispered prayer]
So take my silence, make it song.
Take my weakness, make it strong.
And when my faith runs out of breath,
Hold me, Lord… in what is left.
God, I woke up heavy again,
Dreams fell like rain, and I’m soaked in them.
I tried to pray, but words just froze,
How do You love a heart that knows
It’s cracked, unclean, and scared to shine?
You said I’m Yours—still, am I fine?
They said Your ways are higher than mine,
But I’m too low to read the signs.
---
[Pre-Chorus]
If pain’s the choir You let sing,
Then let me hum beneath its sting.
I’ll take the cross, I’ll bear the scar,
But tell me, Lord, how far… how far?
---
[Chorus]
If You’re still here, don’t stay quiet—
My soul is a riot,
And I need Your peace to drown it out.
If You’re still near, please remind me—
This storm won’t define me,
Just whisper through my fear somehow.
’Cause I’m bleeding faith and losing ground,
But if You’re still here… I’m found.
---
[Verse 2]
You built the world from dust and word,
Yet sometimes You just let it burn.
Did You weep when You saw the flood?
Do You still ache when we draw blood?
You healed the blind with sacred clay,
But I’m still blind in other ways.
You fed the crowd, broke bread and fish—
Lord, feed my doubt with hope I miss.
---
[Bridge – slow & trembling]
I’ve lied, I’ve begged, I’ve cursed Your name,
But somehow You still call me sane.
If this is love, it hurts so pure,
It breaks me down to make me sure.
Maybe faith’s not seeing light,
But learning to sing inside the night.
---
[Final Chorus]
If You’re still here, don’t hide Your face,
I’m crawling slow, I need Your grace.
If I must drown to reach Your shore,
Then pull me deep, I’m Yours once more.
The pain, the tears, the holy ache—
It’s all for You, for heaven’s sake.
And if I never hear You clear,
At least I’ll know…
You’re still here.
---
[Outro – whispered prayer]
So take my silence, make it song.
Take my weakness, make it strong.
And when my faith runs out of breath,
Hold me, Lord… in what is left.