Letra
Lord… I’m trying to understand
The script You wrote for me.
’Cause some days I’m walking strong,
Other days I’m on my knees.
I know You gave me life for free,
But life keeps charging me in pain —
And I’m wondering if You planned
For me to carry this much strain.
I see people rising quick,
While I’m fighting just to breathe.
Did You know before I came
That some nights I wouldn’t sleep?
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Pre-Chorus
You said You knew me in the womb…
But did You see my quiet wounds?
Did You see the tears I never showed,
Or the dreams I had that never grew?
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Chorus
Did You see me, Lord, when I fell apart?
When I hid my hurt and broke my heart?
When I held my tongue but wanted to scream,
Did You stay close or leave the scene?
I’m not accusing — I’m just scared…
’Cause sometimes it feels like You’re not there.
So please tell me, God…
Did You see me?
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Verse 2
Why do blessings feel like storms
Before they ever feel like grace?
Why do answers come so late
That I forget the prayers I prayed?
I’ve loved people who used me up,
I’ve trusted doors that stayed shut tight.
Was this the plan You laid for me,
Or did I wander out of sight?
Sometimes I give more than I have,
And still feel like I’m too small.
Did You write that into my life,
Or did I break what wasn’t Yours at all?
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Pre-Chorus 2
You said You’re close to broken hearts…
Then why do mine still fall apart?
Are You teaching me or testing me?
Which part of this is destiny?
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Chorus
Did You see me, Lord, when I lost my way?
When my hope slipped quietly away?
When my friends moved on and I felt alone,
Did You sit with me or watch from Your throne?
I’m not doubting You — I’m trying to see
If my pain still matters in eternity.
So please tell me, God…
Did You see me?
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Bridge (soft, trembling, almost whispered)
Maybe You’re quiet so I grow…
Maybe silence helps me know
How much I need You when I break,
How much You give, how much You take.
But Lord, I’m tired — I’m worn, I’m weak,
And all I really want is peace.
If this is how You shape my soul,
Then hold me close… don’t let me fold.
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Final Chorus (broken, honest)
Did You see me, Lord, when I cried at night?
When I questioned if my life was right?
When I begged for love that never came,
Or blamed myself for every shame?
If You were watching, please show signs…
’Cause I can’t do this blind this time.
So look at me, God…
And let me see
You see me.
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Outro (quiet prayer)
If pain is how You speak to me,
Help me hear You carefully.
And if You planned a better day,
Don’t let my faith slip away.
The script You wrote for me.
’Cause some days I’m walking strong,
Other days I’m on my knees.
I know You gave me life for free,
But life keeps charging me in pain —
And I’m wondering if You planned
For me to carry this much strain.
I see people rising quick,
While I’m fighting just to breathe.
Did You know before I came
That some nights I wouldn’t sleep?
---
Pre-Chorus
You said You knew me in the womb…
But did You see my quiet wounds?
Did You see the tears I never showed,
Or the dreams I had that never grew?
---
Chorus
Did You see me, Lord, when I fell apart?
When I hid my hurt and broke my heart?
When I held my tongue but wanted to scream,
Did You stay close or leave the scene?
I’m not accusing — I’m just scared…
’Cause sometimes it feels like You’re not there.
So please tell me, God…
Did You see me?
---
Verse 2
Why do blessings feel like storms
Before they ever feel like grace?
Why do answers come so late
That I forget the prayers I prayed?
I’ve loved people who used me up,
I’ve trusted doors that stayed shut tight.
Was this the plan You laid for me,
Or did I wander out of sight?
Sometimes I give more than I have,
And still feel like I’m too small.
Did You write that into my life,
Or did I break what wasn’t Yours at all?
---
Pre-Chorus 2
You said You’re close to broken hearts…
Then why do mine still fall apart?
Are You teaching me or testing me?
Which part of this is destiny?
---
Chorus
Did You see me, Lord, when I lost my way?
When my hope slipped quietly away?
When my friends moved on and I felt alone,
Did You sit with me or watch from Your throne?
I’m not doubting You — I’m trying to see
If my pain still matters in eternity.
So please tell me, God…
Did You see me?
---
Bridge (soft, trembling, almost whispered)
Maybe You’re quiet so I grow…
Maybe silence helps me know
How much I need You when I break,
How much You give, how much You take.
But Lord, I’m tired — I’m worn, I’m weak,
And all I really want is peace.
If this is how You shape my soul,
Then hold me close… don’t let me fold.
---
Final Chorus (broken, honest)
Did You see me, Lord, when I cried at night?
When I questioned if my life was right?
When I begged for love that never came,
Or blamed myself for every shame?
If You were watching, please show signs…
’Cause I can’t do this blind this time.
So look at me, God…
And let me see
You see me.
---
Outro (quiet prayer)
If pain is how You speak to me,
Help me hear You carefully.
And if You planned a better day,
Don’t let my faith slip away.