My first betrayal

[Verse 1]
I gave you every honest part of me
Spoke in truths, you answered in disguise
I held the knife but trusted you to lead
Didn’t see you smiling when I closed my eyes

[Pre-Chorus]
You said I was safe
You said you would stay
So I stood still while you walked away

[Chorus]
I trusted you with my open heart
Now it’s beating like a warning sign
I loved you right from the start
You broke me quietly, one lie at a time
I’m not screaming, I’m not begging too
I’m just learning what you turned me into

[Verse 2]
I learned to swallow words I never said
Learned to laugh like nothing ever hurt
You called me weak for how I bled
But you were shaking when you saw me stand up first

[Pre-Chorus]
You wanted my tears
You wanted my pain
But I won’t kneel for you again

[Chorus]
I trusted you with my open heart
Now it’s beating like a warning sign
I loved you right from the start
You broke me quietly, one lie at a time
I’m not screaming, I’m not begging too
I’m just learning what you turned me into

[Bridge]
Maybe I was kind
Maybe I was blind
But I see clearly in the dark
If this is how villains are made
Then you played your part

[Final Chorus]
I trusted you with my open heart
Now I guard it like a loaded gun
You don’t get to watch me fall apart
I’m already gone, you already won
I won’t chase you, I won’t bleed for you
This is where the story starts turning cruel

[Outro]
You called it love
I call it the beginning