Versuri
[Verse 1]
I woke up in a life I don’t remember
Faces blurred like a half-burned letter
Everyone saying I’m not the same
But how could I be, when I don’t know my name?
My body whispers things I never learned
Breathing stops while the world still turns
I shake, I fall, I’m trying to stand
Like I’m holding myself with trembling hands
[Pre-Chorus]
And I’m tired of pretending that I’m fine
There’s a war in my chest all the time
Anger buzzing like a warning sign
Like something inside saying—this life ain’t mine
[Chorus]
I wanna know who I was, who I am
Why I feel everything like a hurricane
Why my heart beats loud when I try to stay sane
Why the guilt keeps calling out my name
I’m breaking down just to rise again
I’m losing myself just to find what remains
I wanna know who I was, who I am
So I can breathe again
[Verse 2]
Memories hit like a car on ice
Flashes of a girl that I knew twice
She loved deeply—did I love him too?
Or was that a ghost wearing my old shoes?
Everyone says I changed overnight
But they don’t see the battle in my mind
I’m working hard just to stay upright
Damn, can’t I get peace for one damn night?
[Pre-Chorus]
I’m scared of the truth but I want it still
Even if knowing it breaks my will
Even if everything stands still
I need to hear what my silence reveals
[Chorus]
I wanna know who I was, who I am
Why I feel everything like a hurricane
Why my heart beats loud when I try to stay sane
Why the guilt keeps calling out my name
I’m breaking down just to rise again
Losing myself just to find what remains
I wanna know who I was, who I am
So I can breathe again
[Bridge]
Maybe the spark I lost is still in my hands
Maybe the pieces are scattered across who I am
Maybe the anger is just my truth
Trying to speak the things I never knew
Maybe I’m not broken—just becoming new
[Final Chorus]
I wanna know who I was, who I am
I’m done being quiet, done holding it in
If I’m a storm, then let the thunder begin
Cause maybe breaking is how healing begins
I’m rising up from the space I’ve been
Finding myself in the ruins again
I wanna know who I was, who I am
And I will breathe again
I woke up in a life I don’t remember
Faces blurred like a half-burned letter
Everyone saying I’m not the same
But how could I be, when I don’t know my name?
My body whispers things I never learned
Breathing stops while the world still turns
I shake, I fall, I’m trying to stand
Like I’m holding myself with trembling hands
[Pre-Chorus]
And I’m tired of pretending that I’m fine
There’s a war in my chest all the time
Anger buzzing like a warning sign
Like something inside saying—this life ain’t mine
[Chorus]
I wanna know who I was, who I am
Why I feel everything like a hurricane
Why my heart beats loud when I try to stay sane
Why the guilt keeps calling out my name
I’m breaking down just to rise again
I’m losing myself just to find what remains
I wanna know who I was, who I am
So I can breathe again
[Verse 2]
Memories hit like a car on ice
Flashes of a girl that I knew twice
She loved deeply—did I love him too?
Or was that a ghost wearing my old shoes?
Everyone says I changed overnight
But they don’t see the battle in my mind
I’m working hard just to stay upright
Damn, can’t I get peace for one damn night?
[Pre-Chorus]
I’m scared of the truth but I want it still
Even if knowing it breaks my will
Even if everything stands still
I need to hear what my silence reveals
[Chorus]
I wanna know who I was, who I am
Why I feel everything like a hurricane
Why my heart beats loud when I try to stay sane
Why the guilt keeps calling out my name
I’m breaking down just to rise again
Losing myself just to find what remains
I wanna know who I was, who I am
So I can breathe again
[Bridge]
Maybe the spark I lost is still in my hands
Maybe the pieces are scattered across who I am
Maybe the anger is just my truth
Trying to speak the things I never knew
Maybe I’m not broken—just becoming new
[Final Chorus]
I wanna know who I was, who I am
I’m done being quiet, done holding it in
If I’m a storm, then let the thunder begin
Cause maybe breaking is how healing begins
I’m rising up from the space I’ve been
Finding myself in the ruins again
I wanna know who I was, who I am
And I will breathe again