Fuck You For Leaving
Milkberry _via
emotional
raw
female vocals
Soft
breathy
Sparse fingerpicked guitar
close-mic’d female vocals trembling on the edge of breaking. Verses stay whisper-quiet with intimate room tone; chorus swells hard with distorted bass
roomy toms
and doubled
ragged harmonies. Bridge drops to almost a cappella over distant pads and a single piano note
letting the words sit raw. Final outro soft
almost choked
with a faint organ swell under the last repeated line.
Creat pe feb. 4, 2026
Versuri
[Verse 1]
You left your hoodie on my chair
Still smells like winter and cheap beer
Your mug in the sink
That chipped blue rim
Like you just walked out
You’ll walk back in
I still scroll through our stupid pics
You
Middle finger
Tongue out
Covered in chips
Everyone says “they’re in a better place”
Fuck that phrase
I want your face
[Chorus]
Fuck you for leaving me here with your ghosts
With your half-read books and your rumpled clothes
You dropped your pain right into my chest
Now I’m the one who can’t fucking rest
Fuck you for going where I can’t go
For making me guess what I’ll never know
I love you
I hate you
It’s all the same scream
You killed my best friend
And you killed our damn dreams
[Verse 2]
They say “look for signs
” like I missed a clue
Like I didn’t answer every time you “you up?”-ed at two
Was I too blunt
Too busy
Too tired that night?
Did I hang up early when you needed me tight?
Your mom blames the doctors
Your dad blames the pills
I blame that silence between your texts
That chill
And some nights
If I’m honest in this dark little room
I blame my own heart for not breaking in two
[Chorus]
Fuck you for leaving me here with your ghosts
With your half-read books and your rumpled clothes
You dropped your pain right into my chest
Now I’m the one who can’t fucking rest
Fuck you for going where I can’t go
For making me guess what I’ll never know
I love you
I hate you
It’s all the same scream
You killed my best friend
And you killed our damn dreams
[Bridge]
I still have your “brb” left on read from July
You wrote “lol I’m fine
” such a fucking lie
There’s “answer me bitch” from me at 3:04
Then ten blue messages
Then ten more
“Call me when you wake up”
“Pick up
I’m outside”
A voice mail of me laughing
Trying not to cry
Your name at the top of our thread in gray
No typing dots
Just this dead
Blank space
I scroll up to “remember when we stole that sign?”
You wrote “if I die first
You better make it a shrine”
All the nights in your car in the grocery lot
Windows fogged up from the shit we thought
You said
“Don’t you dare leave me stuck on this earth”
And I swore on my lungs
On my stupid worth
I still hear your keys in the door in my head
Your “I brought fries
Get your sad ass outta bed”
Your shoes in the hallway
Your “move
I’m cold”
You were twenty-fucking-something
You were not old
My phone lights up and I still hope it’s you
Just a meme
Just a rant
Just a “what you do?”
But all that’s left is a contact I can’t delete
Your birthday
Your playlists
Your empty seat
And I hate that I check if you’ve viewed my stories
Like some part of you’s still lurking in my worries
Like you’re hiding behind the goddamn clouds
Laughing at me for crying this loud
If there was a note
They never let me see
So I write my own
From you
To me
It says “I’m sorry I broke when you thought I was strong
I love you
I left you
You did nothing wrong”
[Chorus]
Fuck you for leaving me here with your ghosts
With your half-read books and your rumpled clothes
You dropped your pain right into my chest
Now I’m the one who can’t fucking rest
Fuck you for going where I can’t go
For making me guess what I’ll never know
I love you
I hate you
It’s all the same scream
You killed my best friend
And you killed our damn dreams
[Outro]
So fuck you for leaving
You selfish
Soft soul
Fuck this whole mess that swallowed you whole
I’ll love
You left your hoodie on my chair
Still smells like winter and cheap beer
Your mug in the sink
That chipped blue rim
Like you just walked out
You’ll walk back in
I still scroll through our stupid pics
You
Middle finger
Tongue out
Covered in chips
Everyone says “they’re in a better place”
Fuck that phrase
I want your face
[Chorus]
Fuck you for leaving me here with your ghosts
With your half-read books and your rumpled clothes
You dropped your pain right into my chest
Now I’m the one who can’t fucking rest
Fuck you for going where I can’t go
For making me guess what I’ll never know
I love you
I hate you
It’s all the same scream
You killed my best friend
And you killed our damn dreams
[Verse 2]
They say “look for signs
” like I missed a clue
Like I didn’t answer every time you “you up?”-ed at two
Was I too blunt
Too busy
Too tired that night?
Did I hang up early when you needed me tight?
Your mom blames the doctors
Your dad blames the pills
I blame that silence between your texts
That chill
And some nights
If I’m honest in this dark little room
I blame my own heart for not breaking in two
[Chorus]
Fuck you for leaving me here with your ghosts
With your half-read books and your rumpled clothes
You dropped your pain right into my chest
Now I’m the one who can’t fucking rest
Fuck you for going where I can’t go
For making me guess what I’ll never know
I love you
I hate you
It’s all the same scream
You killed my best friend
And you killed our damn dreams
[Bridge]
I still have your “brb” left on read from July
You wrote “lol I’m fine
” such a fucking lie
There’s “answer me bitch” from me at 3:04
Then ten blue messages
Then ten more
“Call me when you wake up”
“Pick up
I’m outside”
A voice mail of me laughing
Trying not to cry
Your name at the top of our thread in gray
No typing dots
Just this dead
Blank space
I scroll up to “remember when we stole that sign?”
You wrote “if I die first
You better make it a shrine”
All the nights in your car in the grocery lot
Windows fogged up from the shit we thought
You said
“Don’t you dare leave me stuck on this earth”
And I swore on my lungs
On my stupid worth
I still hear your keys in the door in my head
Your “I brought fries
Get your sad ass outta bed”
Your shoes in the hallway
Your “move
I’m cold”
You were twenty-fucking-something
You were not old
My phone lights up and I still hope it’s you
Just a meme
Just a rant
Just a “what you do?”
But all that’s left is a contact I can’t delete
Your birthday
Your playlists
Your empty seat
And I hate that I check if you’ve viewed my stories
Like some part of you’s still lurking in my worries
Like you’re hiding behind the goddamn clouds
Laughing at me for crying this loud
If there was a note
They never let me see
So I write my own
From you
To me
It says “I’m sorry I broke when you thought I was strong
I love you
I left you
You did nothing wrong”
[Chorus]
Fuck you for leaving me here with your ghosts
With your half-read books and your rumpled clothes
You dropped your pain right into my chest
Now I’m the one who can’t fucking rest
Fuck you for going where I can’t go
For making me guess what I’ll never know
I love you
I hate you
It’s all the same scream
You killed my best friend
And you killed our damn dreams
[Outro]
So fuck you for leaving
You selfish
Soft soul
Fuck this whole mess that swallowed you whole
I’ll love