Versuri
VERSE 1
God… I’m not okay.
My mind is loud, my heart is tired,
and my soul can’t breathe tonight.
I’m walking through a world of shadows
trying to hold myself upright.
I smile so no one sees it,
but the truth keeps burning through—
I’m losing pieces of my purpose
in the battles I don’t talk about with You.
PRE-CHORUS
I know You said You’re near the broken,
but God… I feel so far away.
I’m trying to find the meaning,
but my meaning slips away.
CHORUS
God, I’m not okay—
and I need You more than ever.
I’m falling through the cracks
and I’m barely holding on together.
If You’re close, please let me feel it…
‘Cause this silence is too heavy to survive.
God, I’m not okay—
and without You, I’m losing life.
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VERSE 2
Lord, I’ve prayed until I’m empty,
until the tears turned into dust.
I’ve carried hope like broken glass
and still I’m bleeding through the trust.
I’ve tried the strength You gave me,
but my strength keeps giving in—
And every door I walk through
feels like walking back to sin.
PRE-CHORUS
I know You’re still my Father,
but I feel like a runaway.
Please come find me in this darkness…
Don’t let me fade away.
CHORUS
God, I’m not okay—
so I’m reaching from the ruins.
My hands are shaking,
but my heart is still pursuing.
If You’re close, please let me feel it…
‘Cause I can’t fight this battle on my own.
God, I’m not okay—
and I can’t make it alone.
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BRIDGE (whispered, broken, holy)
If healing takes a heartbreak,
then break me in Your arms.
If growing means I’m hurting,
then protect me in the scars.
If silence is Your answer,
then teach me how to wait—
But don’t let go of me, my God…
Don’t leave me to this weight.
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FINAL CHORUS
God, I’m not okay—
but maybe that’s where You begin.
When I’ve run out of strength,
You meet me deeper than my sin.
If You’re close, then pull me closer…
I need Your breath to bring me back to life.
God, I’m not okay—
but with You… I might survive.
Hold me, Lord.
Heal me, Lord.
I’m not okay…
but I’m Yours.
God… I’m not okay.
My mind is loud, my heart is tired,
and my soul can’t breathe tonight.
I’m walking through a world of shadows
trying to hold myself upright.
I smile so no one sees it,
but the truth keeps burning through—
I’m losing pieces of my purpose
in the battles I don’t talk about with You.
PRE-CHORUS
I know You said You’re near the broken,
but God… I feel so far away.
I’m trying to find the meaning,
but my meaning slips away.
CHORUS
God, I’m not okay—
and I need You more than ever.
I’m falling through the cracks
and I’m barely holding on together.
If You’re close, please let me feel it…
‘Cause this silence is too heavy to survive.
God, I’m not okay—
and without You, I’m losing life.
---
VERSE 2
Lord, I’ve prayed until I’m empty,
until the tears turned into dust.
I’ve carried hope like broken glass
and still I’m bleeding through the trust.
I’ve tried the strength You gave me,
but my strength keeps giving in—
And every door I walk through
feels like walking back to sin.
PRE-CHORUS
I know You’re still my Father,
but I feel like a runaway.
Please come find me in this darkness…
Don’t let me fade away.
CHORUS
God, I’m not okay—
so I’m reaching from the ruins.
My hands are shaking,
but my heart is still pursuing.
If You’re close, please let me feel it…
‘Cause I can’t fight this battle on my own.
God, I’m not okay—
and I can’t make it alone.
---
BRIDGE (whispered, broken, holy)
If healing takes a heartbreak,
then break me in Your arms.
If growing means I’m hurting,
then protect me in the scars.
If silence is Your answer,
then teach me how to wait—
But don’t let go of me, my God…
Don’t leave me to this weight.
---
FINAL CHORUS
God, I’m not okay—
but maybe that’s where You begin.
When I’ve run out of strength,
You meet me deeper than my sin.
If You’re close, then pull me closer…
I need Your breath to bring me back to life.
God, I’m not okay—
but with You… I might survive.
Hold me, Lord.
Heal me, Lord.
I’m not okay…
but I’m Yours.