Sweet on me

I'm falling for you, at least that's what I'll say
It's in my journal, look at the date
I deleted my apps, but not really tho,
you'll find them and I'll say its not so

oh what's gaslighting anyway
I'll pretend I don't know, then show you some day
I'll lie and lie, until the end
Yes he wants more, but i'll say he's a friend

Why are you so sweet on me, oh don't you know that you shouldn't be
Why are you so sweet on me, are you blind,can't you see

You invited me to your grandparents,
I think I'll go out with my ex instead
Did that make you upset oh gee
You're insecure, and controlling me

Tell you that you are, all that I want
And four days later, say that you're not
Couldn't be bothered to come up and meet
a phone call s'enough, to set you free

Why are you so sweet on me, listen now, and hear my plea
Why are you so sweet on me, someday I'll just up and leave

Do you like it when I tell my friends you are shit
behind your back you hypocrite
Not a good person, listen tho
there's always room for you to grow

See I'm so good and the problem is you,
You're screwed up all the way through and through
Make good choices, you say alright
goodbye then, moon moon goodnight

Why are you so sweet on me, give me your heart, give me the key
Why are you so sweet on me, I'll stab you there, then watch you bleed
Why are you so sweet on me, are you happy now, tell me please
Why are you so sweet on me, you're all alone, Ill let you be